The Scorching Soul

And here I lay in your arms forgotten,

Surviving each day, holding my breath,

A pulse in the heart,

Beating enough to keep me alive,

The tears don’t flow anymore,

No longer do I feel the pain,

Numb have I become,

Living in a veil of emptiness

Cocooned by a wall of silence,

Hiding beneath the mockery

Where I never reflect myself,

Burying the name among the ashes

That had burned me long,

A scream try escaping the cold lips

Breaking the nightmare’s hold,

Losing in the darkness of misty clouds

And the howls of the haunting wind

In a vain attempt to evade the misery

I seal the reasons that often linger,

Yet again I come to you

To hear the words,

“Still not enough”, I tried,

Much more, more than what I am,

Dying for a place in your heart,

A place where I will never belong…